Day 83

My sister came up today and I got to hear about her visit with her family and hear about the information she was given around her father and the things our mother said happened that weren’t necessarily 100% true (surprise!) then we went for a walk through the bushlands, which I haven’t really done since summer began and it was really nice to walk through there again. The hill wasn’t that bad either though I was talking about witch camp the whole time so that might have distracted me, though I did find myself out of breath. It was nice to go through and relive the camp experience again and talk about where I was challenged and pushed through and grew and all that stuff. I admit I was feeling her out as well, to see how open she was to practicing with me. I was sad to feel the lack of desire coming from her which is sad. I’m not sure why or where she is blocking of it because I do feel like she is a witch like me, so I’m not sure what her block is but I honour her journey and if that is where she is at, then so be it. I’ll be here for her if she ever wants to practice with me. It just would have been nice to have her by my side to practice with. I’m definitely ready to do this with other peoples. So I don’t think she’ll come up for the ritual on Saturday, which means I have to put on my big girl panties and go by myself (bites imaginary fingernails) but I can do this. Surely I can do this, (deep breath).

Got no MT done today but I did read a little bit of uni readings and I also watched a documentary around the 5G network which confirms the dread I feel any time I hear about it. It just hasn’t sat well with me since the first time I heard the words five gee and this documentary has just confirmed my dread. I do not like it, I do not want it rolled out and I hate that a lot of the infrastructure is already there and I don’t get a say, I don’t have a choice in this, it is being rolled out whether I like it or not, so I’m feeling super grateful for those on the front lines spreading information about it and fighting against it. These people are my heroes because I do not have the knowledge to be able to stand up and fight against it myself and I really want someone or something fighting against this. I do not think 5G is a good thing. Not even a little bit. As my sister was saying today, why? Why do we even need it? Our phones already send and receive messages and phone calls and internet and they do it quite fast enough. We don’t need more than what we already have and I’m running my phone on 3G because I’m not even keen on 4G! Yet I’m still being affected by the 4G waves even if I’m not using it and the same is going to be true for 5G, those waves are still going to affect me and my children whether I use a phone or other appliances with that capability or not. I don’t understand the motivation or end game here. Do they really want to destroy us? Do they really want mass extinction? I guess we are due right? And they’ve been unsuccessful in forcing everyone to vaccinate, so I guess this is the next step.

Anyway, that’s been my day. Not a lot else left. I did cave and have an ice cream which I didn’t even particularly enjoy and I also had a couple slices of the home pizza which I did enjoy but felt quite guilty about. I do hope that I still manage to lose some weight this week and get into the and stay in the 120-range. Tomorrow is a new day and next week is a new week. Time to kick it up a notch maybe and start adding in some weights or something. So while today was a win when it came to going for a walk, it was a loss when it came to eating. So I guess in two days we’ll see where I’m at with overall progress this week.

What do you think?