DAY THIRTY-TWO

Nothing much happened today. I was home all day so it was a cruisy day, no need to go to the shops so no struggle with not buying the foods. No stress at all. In fact, it was a Bloodbowl night so I got to hang out with my favourite people and play my favourite game. Bloodbowl night does come with its own territory to navigate though as there are two of us playing and one of us cooking. It was my son who cooked tonight and while I ate what he cooked, I didn’t have the pasta that went with it, so win for me. I feel like I’m still doing a really good job, I’m into the 5th week and I’m still strong and on track and I guess I really need to give myself a kudos for that y’know.

I love it, so much yet at the same time, with how my life is lately, it took time away from my study and that concerns me because I often feel like I don’t have enough time to study as it is. So, my fingers are crossed that I get this job I applied for. I had a little phone interview today and it felt like it went well, so I really do hope it progresses and it turns out to be exactly what I need, which is a permanent job that pays me sick pay and holiday pay, superannuation and a decent hourly wage. This job they only want someone for 3 days a week which fits perfectly with my uni and they seem willing to work with my uni days. Also, they have a 7 am to 3 pm shift which is what I would choose because then I wouldn’t feel like I’m losing so much time with the kids. Finishing at 2 or 3 means I’d get home around 3.30 to 4.30, which means I’d still get a few hours with the kids in the afternoons and have time to study at night. Also, if I’m earning a proper wage then I don’t have to spend so much time doing MT work and I will have more time to study. The job really is perfect for me, so I really do hope I get it even if it does mean even bigger changes and it does mean I’m out of the house every single day other than the weekend.

All in all, today, I won.

What do you think?